It has been a busy 4 weeks or so and man.oh.MAN.oh.MAN has my faith been stretched.tested.tried. I have felt anxiety attacks, waves of panic crashing in over my head, like I haven't experienced in 2+ years. BUT, God--my Savior, my REDEEMER, my Heavenly Father who is FULL OF GRACE, has held me.Oh.So.Tight right up against His chest and as I have settled in, to be nestled in the sweetness of His embrace, I have begun to "breathe in, breathe out" to the rhythm of His heartbeat.
I will share more later--but during my "time away," God continued to mature me, develop me, prune me.....I'm not quite finished processing things-but found it interesting, a little saddening and well--I dunno-I'm still processing--that my WEEPING WILLOW TREE--my "focus" in my journey with Anxiety and Panic--was gone. Chopped down. But, interestingly enough-my eyes fell on several other willow trees on the same piece of property, that I had never noticed before....stay tuned for "thoughts on that...."
And GRACE....let's talk about GRACE soon. :) <3 to all my friends who are on this journey with me!
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